xMzAngel

Today I just realized how different my life would have turned out if I wasn’t in this situation. Sometimes it’s really hard for me to accept it and be happy. I just want to go back in time and change everything. I promised myself a long time ago that I would never ever be one of those girls. Now, I guess I wished too hard that God wanted to teach me a lesson. This is going to be one huge lesson. I know it’s terrible to say but I don’t want to learn. I want to go back to be a young fun-loving 20-year-old girl. But I guess there’s no turning back now. I just have to suck it up and keep going on the path that I have created for myself.